Thank you again for your friendship, and for being a real person with a real heart.

It’s good people like you and these others here working so hard and caring so much about right and wrong, who prove that the Good will not only win but already has won, by the simple fact that it survives and thrives in spite of such Badness.

{{{MJ}}}}

No! I think you ARE VERY easy to Love! Don’t worry about me – I’m doing fine, now. And NO MORE APOLOGIES! K? My beef was with others, but, I’ve gotten that off my chest and have moved on. Thanks for your comment, though, it means a lot. You’re a trooper and I’m happy to have you as a friend.

{{{YUCKY}}}}

MJR

P.S. Starting over…. not a bad idea. Maybe I need to start over and get back to work. I need to round up all those screen shots and get them organized to send them off to John. I’ve read those statements by Heidi over and over again. But, even now, already knowing what I know, it still makes my blood boil to read her ugliness. Laxatives, Starvation, Lies and more Lies – She’s really a piece of work. I can’t wait to see her go down.

That has strained friendships and caused a lot of upset, and for that I feel like total crap. I’m sorry, from my heart, and like I said, apologies are meaningless unless they’re followed by a positive change in behavior (and attitude! oy, the attitude!)

A friend was kind enough to comment candidly — I’m NOT easy to love. The fact that you guys stick up for me right or wrong, it’s not fair for me to put you guys in that position of having to take sides, when MJ like you said, we’re all supposed to be working for a common cause.

I’m always starting over. Sometimes every day, sometimes every hour, every year, whatever — starting over trying to lose weight, or master a skill, or learn a lesson most people seem to have learned long ago. This is one of those starting over things.

Hugs to you all and I’ll make a more determined effort to not be such a drama queen, and to be more considerate of you and everyone else who has tried to be my friend.

Mimi/Yucky

To be honest, I felt much better just getting that anger off my chest and into words. Sometimes it helps to just get it out. I also noticed that shortly after my post, the Morgan, Mimi thing took a turn for the better – and for that, I am happy. 2Big, your sibling story really made sense to me and I know your words were true. And I do hope to be around when that 404 page comes up. THAT WILL BE A VERY GOOD DAY!!

I am, however, going to take a few days, weeks, ???, to breathe and clear my head. It would seem that my emotions are really tied tight around this Kimkins mess and sometimes it feels suffocating. I hope you all understand where I’m coming from. I hope to come back stronger than ever with a new sense of drive and fresh fingers and eyes. LOL

It was wonderful to hear that Heidi can’t get her money back! The Writ of Attachment, upheld. Whoo Hooo! (that was for 2Big) Bigger “whoo hooo” to come, I hope.

Take care, you guys, and enjoy your holiday weekend. I promise to enjoy mine.

MJR-

Every “family” has sqabbles and during a squabble sibs “hate” each other from the bottom of their heart and take sides with other sibs in the fight or try to act as pecemakers, but that event passes and they are in there fighting for that same sib the next day.
It doesn’t mean their feeling from the previous day about that event that evoked that “hate” have changed it just means they really do love and care about that sib. I remember when I was young my older sister was being beatten up and threatened at school. I went with her and she said was scared. The classmate who had been beating her up ran over and said I told you not to be on this playground or I’d beat you up. The kid was bigger then me but I announced NObody Beats up my sister but me! and stepped between them ready to clobber her should she throw the first punch. She backed off and never touched my sister again.
While many folk are not happy with one or more of those posting on the blogs and in the commnets about the issue should Heidi or anybody else from that group attack any of them all would be at their side armed to the teeth to defend them cause that is the nature of our common bond.

Just think at the Ducks reunion when Heidi’s parole hearing comes up we will all look back on these days and share about them and all our memories will get a little fuzzy about who did what to who but we will all remember the fun we had finding that reddressed Kimmer pic, seeing the PI pics of her and all the hard work working to make Kimkins.con a 404 error page and getting heidi an orange suit. I hope you will be here the day that 404 error report goes up posting a huge WOOOO HOOOO page.

As far as the other stuff goes….secret loops, clubs or whatever..sounds to me like a big Ego trip for most. I think these people need to read Eckhart Tolle’s “A New Earth, Awakening to Your Life’s Purpose”. I’m an truly sorry to see all the infighting going on. I think all of them have contributed in their own way.

This fight against Heidi will go on with or without them as it is not over until the fat lady sings (Nessa says she hasn’t sung yet, lol).

I hope everyone can take a step back and get back to business soon. Find that MCD connection!!

WE love ya, MJR and hurry back to us.

Hey, join a subgroup of folks you like. Just – no secret handshakes, okay?

I’m proud to know you. And I enjoy your blog!

You have worked so hard behind the scenes and your efforts have resulted in your uncovering so much information to help out “the cause.” For that, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

I want to thank you, too, for your friendship and support over these many months, MJR. You are a true friend.

Please take some time for yourself. I would be heartbroken if you threw in the towel. And I know I do not speak for just myself when I say that.

~ Medusa